Unbearable Pain: A Personal Battle Against the Mysterious Pain of Cluster Headaches
It began on a gloomy Monday in the morning in September 2016. I worked as a teacher, trying to settle a new class, when a sharp pain sprang behind my one eye. This was followed by rapid shocks, similar to lightning bolts. As the school day progressed, the pain eased and then returned with increased intensity. Four times that day I left a teaching assistant with worksheets and hurried to the school bathroom to douse my face with cold water. I took paracetamol, but the agony remained unbearable.
The headaches returned frequently that fall, and once more in the spring, soon forming an yearly pattern. September and October were the worst, then February and March. I could predict the pattern: aura in the morning, early twinges on the commute, full-blown agony in class by 9.30am. In late 2019, a doctor eventually sent me to a neurologist and I was diagnosed with cluster headache disorder.
This condition typically begin with severe discomfort around a single eye that lasts for three hours.
Approximately one in 1,000 individuals are affected by the condition, and men are more often affected. Attacks usually start with abrupt, excruciating pain around one eye that reaches its peak within a short time and lasts for up to three hours. Episodes occur in cycles, daily or several times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, sagging eyelids or facial perspiration. There exists an episodic type, which occurs in periodic bouts; some patients have continuous cluster headaches, characterized by the absence of long symptom-free periods.
What unites patients is the intensity. One research paper rated the pain at 9.7 out of 10, higher than broken bones or pancreatitis. A separate found 64% of cluster patients experienced thoughts of self-harm amid attacks; the number dropped to four percent when they were pain-free.
Val Hobbs, 74, a long-term patient from Wales, finds this understandable. Her episodes began when she was two. “I would throw myself on the floor and bang my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her symptoms deteriorated through childhood. Drinking in her teens, similar to many causes, made things more intense. After drinking alcohol at her graduation party, she recalls barely being able to see on the bus home.
Her family often mistook her episodes as intoxicated behavior. Understanding finally came from her father and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found office work after relocating, but often concealed her illness. She was fired from one job, in part due to absences during episodes. Her breakthrough diagnosis came in 2002 at a national hospital.
Nevertheless, the failure to organize daily activities around unpredictable pain took its effect. She especially hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be cared for by her children during the incapacitation caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the simple liberties we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been documented across the ages. “The first account of headache originates from the ancient civilizations in 4000BC,” write experts in a publication on the topic. They attributed the ailment to an malevolent entity who attacked his victims' heads.
Ancient medical texts suggest bizarre treatments for what some experts would describe as a migraine. In the medieval times, severe headache was recognised as a separate disorder, with treatments ranging from herbal concoctions to other, more folk cures.
It was a European doctor who provided the first detailed account of a cluster-type attack. In his writings, he describes a patient “suffering with a very severe headache happening and vanishing daily at fixed hours”.
Cluster headaches were only officially recognised by international headache societies in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a problem with a major artery which delivers blood to the head. Prominent experts in treating the condition note this.
In the late 1990s, researchers released the findings of a study for which they had induced cluster headaches in patients and observed the attacks in a imaging machine. The data, featured in a prominent medical publication, showed increased activity of the hypothalamus, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they felt better.
Despite such advances, identification remains delayed. One man's symptoms started in the 1980s and felt like “a modelling balloon being inflated behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had sinus problems; he had multiple operations before eventually being diagnosed in 2014, after a doctor researched his symptoms.
Specialists say wait times in diagnosis and treatment happen because patients are rarely seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in severe pain,” a doctor says. He proceeds by eliminating other primary headache disorders, such as tension-type headache, before confirming the disorder. A thorough patient history is essential: on which side do signs appear? For how much time? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Certain features such as redness, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be sent to dedicated clinics. But many first arrive to emergency rooms or are given unsuitable therapies.
A charity trustee, 78, has experienced cluster headaches for the majority of her life, although she has been free from an episode since recent years. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth extracted because dental professionals misinterpreted her symptoms. She thinks the dental profession still need greater awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who responded. I remember calling a helpline during an attack in early 2021; a calm volunteer guided them through oxygen therapy and drugs until the episode passed.
National guidance on treatment advise that patients are offered high-flow oxygen and/or a anti-migraine drug delivered by injection. No tablets or opioids should be used. Prophylactic choices include a blood pressure medication, which reportedly helps manage the bouts of some individuals.
But consultant specialists argue the official guidelines need updating to reflect a clearer clinical process and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For episodic patients, timing is everything: “The duration of the cycle dictates the approach.” Brief cycles with infrequent attacks are managed with acute treatment only. Longer or more severe periods require preventative medications such as verapamil, sometimes combined with steroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a cycle – an procedure into the side of the head where the discomfort is that reduces nerve activity.
The national guidelines need revising to reflect a